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Monday, June 27, 2016

My Four Favorite Childhood Video Games

Hey there, World!

I grew up having two brothers who liked to play video games. When my father brought home a PlayStation, well, I probably guessed that my brothers were ecstatic. For me, when I saw that gray rectangular box, I just looked at it curiously and wondered what it does. But since then, I hung around in my brothers' bedroom more often. I saw my brothers playing the PS1 and of course, as a kid I had that "I wanna play too" feeling. I always pester my brothers to let me play and my mother would scold them if I didn't get to play. Eventually, they let me play and I was happy. I was their Player 2 in any game whether it was an RPG, fighting games, etc. Though, of course we wouldn't forget the PC games. My brothers were in to DOTA (Defense of the Ancients) during the early 2000's while I was in to other games in the PC.

Let me tell you my four favorite video games growing up.


1. Legend of Mana

This game was my all time favorite PS1 game to play. The story is set in a fictional world of Fa'Diel. The Mana Tree burnt down before the time of the game, and since then a war broke out between humans, faeries, and others who are seeking for any scarce resource of the Mana Tree. In this game, you control a silent protagonist which can be a male and female. You set out on an adventure to restore Fa'Diel and the Mana Tree to it's former self. You get to meet different characters as you play the game. You will trigger events of different stories that are like quests that will help you move forward.

The reason why it's my favorite childhood game of all time is because, firstly, I love RPGs. Secondly is that I love the stories that this game holds. I personally like all of the Jumi (jewel-hearted race) events. The characters here are lovable with their own personality and story. I also liked that you can party with them for their story and you can party with your pets that you capture. I'm also a sucker for concept art such so it's another point to add.
Cover art of Harvest Moon: Back to Nature

2. Harvest Moon: Back to Nature

Another one of my favorites is Harvest Moon: Back to Nature. It's about a young man that inherited his grandfather's rundown farm and restore it to make it livable and resourceful. You control the young man and it is in your hands on what you can do with the farm. You will also meet the villagers that you befriend with, and you can court and marry the ladies there.

When I saw my brother play this, I was like in my mind, "I wanna play that too." So whenever my brothers are at school or not at home, I would play it for hours until my brother would come home. I just love simulation games such as farm games like these. I enjoyed hours of taking care the farm and animals, giving gifts to people, and wooing the girl that I like to marry... for my character, of course. I remember that I would name the farm animals with funny names, and sometimes I would name them after the characters from other games or anime.
Current logo of the Sims

3. The Sims Series

Like I said before, I love simulation games, and The Sims Series is one of them. The Sims was one of those games back then that was so new to the public, that it was a big hit. What makes it unique is that you get to tell your Sim whatever they should do, whether it's to fulfill their need, go to work, or go improve skills. I played the first Sims game and I didn't even know that it had almost all of the expansion pack in our old PC, I just thought that those additional things was part of the game.

Then I got to play Sims 2 though it was only for a short while, it was better because you can actually zoom in to your Sims and see their reactions and facial expressions. I still don't know about expansion pack back then so... yeah.

Then came Sims 3. It was more diverse with the open world and the traits. This was probably the game that I played the most. It is actually installed in my boyfriend's laptop so that if ever that I can't play online games, I will just play Sims 3. And since Sims 3 came out I finally knew those expansion packs and I have 4 EPs in my laptop. I also played the stand alone game The Sims Medieval. I just love the RPG aspect of that game. I haven't played Sims 4 yet because I was quite skeptical about it. But I am thinking of trying it one day.

4. Ragnarok Online

This game was the first online game that I played. My brothers were playing it and of course, being the bunso that I am, I told them I wanna play. The first class that I made was a cleric or acolyte. I didn't play that much because my brothers were always occupying the PC. And when I got a chance to play the first thing I did was get a pet Poring, the cute little pink slime. I would make the Poring wear a pet accessory which is the Poring backpack. Years later, I felt that I wanna play Ragnarok Online again. So I told my boyfriend, who played RO back then, that I wanna play it. We played in a private server and we played for a month. But then we stopped playing again ever since we lost our internet connection.

I love games like these that you don't need to queue to enter a dungeon for a dungeon run. That you get to interact with other players outside the town. This is why I played the spiritual successor of Ragnarok Online, Tree of Savior. But I'll tell you about that game soon.

Well these are the games that I loved playing when I was a kid. These are the games that I would play again when I feel like it. These are the games that made me a game-loving fan that I am.

How about you? What's your favorite childhood video games? I hope you enjoyed reading, and I'll write again soon. :)

Monday, June 20, 2016

One Month and Jobless Blues

Hey there, World!

Well, it's been another month since I last wrote here. I guess I had nothing to write about in one month, but now I do.

I am still jobless if you are wondering. I have been searching online to find any HR job that I could apply. I was suppose to have an interview at Makati, but I didn't show up. I know that not showing up means that I am not going to be hired and stuff. I told that about it to my mother. She got worried that if I work at Makati, I will have to worry about the fare going there and back also my food. She encouraged that I should apply somewhere near.

So, then my options got smaller. But of course, there are more vacant jobs at Makati and Manila than here around Laguna. Though I still search around that are in Makati.

Oh, I didn't leave the house to apply, I actually searched online. I registered in some online job search sites like Kalibrr and JobStreet. I also browsed in a group page in Facebook to see job postings. I can't go out and go to Makati to apply because we are tight on money and... well embarrassingly, I am afraid to go out on my own.

I searched and sent resumes but none of them called. Well, one did call... but the guy offered me to do sales. And the funny thing is that I think the caller got annoyed at me because of the way that talked to him. I seriously don't want to do sales because not only my parents don't want me to, I can't do that kind of job because of my personality and attitude.

Though during those times that I was still searching, there was a new game that released here in South East Asia. It's called Tree of Savior and it's free to play in Steam. I am actually online more often in Steam than in Facebook because of TOS. I might blog about it soon, so watch out for that! :)

Anyway, I still searched and searched but to no avail, no one called or emailed me to schedule an interview. After a while I lost my motivation again to find a job. Whenever I see a post from my batchmates, both in high school and college, that they have an interview or they landed a job I feel rather sad and I log out. It's another reason that I rarely go online in Facebook. It makes me feel that I have done nothing to get a job and that is why I am jobless. I can't ask money from my parents because I know that they are expecting that I won't do that because I will find a job. I have cried a few times because of the fact that I am unemployed and I couldn't do anything to be employed and help my family. Whenever I go to church, I always prayed that I will have a job. Though I guess it's in God's timing that I will have one but not immediately.

For now, I am not searching any job online now because I can't find anything there. But I am not losing hope that I could find a way to make a living even if I am not leaving this house.

My advice for people who are like me, that are college graduates but couldn't get a job, just keep moving forward, as Walt Disney would say. Keep applying, keep sending resumes, I know that there is a job out there waiting for you. You just have to be determined(like in Undertale). I just wish I put my own advice to myself.

I hope you enjoyed reading, and I'll write again soon. :)